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12/31/2012

happy new year!!1!

Happy New Year everybody!
Between the years, 0:00! 
last post in 2012
I was about to write something later, but I just felt like "talking" to you right now. A little summary of the year, very first year of blogging. And I'd like to say thank you because your comments and opinions make me happy about what I am doing. Belive me, I'm that kind of person who gets excited and after 2 day is like "whatever this idea was... bored of it!". Blogging about fashion is different. It became a part of my life and gives me possibility to share and develop my passion.
Personal stuff? Really... interesting time. Many changes. For better, I think.

Next year? I'm going to conquer the world. Hope you're with me :D

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO BEST READERS EVER!


random pics from today are random!!
phone quality, yeaaah

what is the name of this red noisy thing? :>

well they are cool baloons

let make a pic of fireworks!!
uhm... nothing.

Happy New Year from my sweet Border Collie! <3

it was like, "I can't do anything with my hair, screw it"


<3

I'm so into the line
let the bodies hit the floor
i don't even know the rest of the song XD

12/26/2012

play on

Hi my darlings!
So, I didn't plan this post and these pics were taken super spontaneously, like
"I'm about to leave in about a half of an hour, maybe I should pack my stuff?
NO, better take pictures of my simple, travel, casual outfit!"
And, here it is. Simple set and bright (on purpose! ;>) photos. I'm happy because I'm posting more often, even if sometimes my looks are just daily stuff. and this is how I'd like my blog to be: a lively part of my life.

Hope you guys like it and you that had a great time on Christmas!


Amazing song, really

We are a lullaby, an everlasting song
Taken as prisoners to a place where we belong
If the tune stops, I will not wake, oh no
Without us I'm no one, my soul swells and aches

So on the day when the music dies, so will our love
There'll be some pain, but I'll keep it in my locket
If you'll lead the band, then I will have to follow
There's no escape for me, so

Play on

*

So if this melody should stop or fade away
The oceans will drain out, and the stars disintegrate
It's like voodoo, I've lost all my control
I look into you, you make me rock and roll

12/24/2012

one day

 Very merry Chistmas to all of you, my dears! :*
Only few pics today, I think that I may kill this stupid camera. What the fuck is wrong with it, I have absolutely no idea. Damn.
But whatevs, black, emerald and pearls. Wedge sneakers, one of first sale purchases this year. 

Hope you're all having a wonderful time, personally - I'm a bit tired of all that stuff.
But I got best Christmas gifts ever <3

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Love, B 





One day baby, we'll be old
Oh baby, we'll be old
And think of all the stories that we could have told

No more tears, my heart is dry
I don't laugh (last time I do, I really do) and I don't cry
I don't think about you all the time
But when I do - I wonder why

12/21/2012

blood for poppies

Hello everybody, looks like we're alive.
What is not surprising at all.
But yesterday, in the evening, when I was sitting in my room, I began to wonder...
"What if the world really will end tomorrow? And what would I do if I was sure that it will happen?"
24 hours ago I thought that I know what I would say. And to who. I was like really, really sure.
Nothing special happened today, but now I think that I won't do it. 
Not because I changed my mind, because I feel different. 
I feel like all my thoughts about one thing are gone, I don't know why.
My mind was cured in some elusive moment, which I can't specify.
I hope it will stay healthy, I'm tired. But I'm also scared that this is gone for a while.
Just deep thoughts caused by doing nothing.

So I took those pics yesterday. This is my story of wondering about the end. And one of my favourite songs.

One illusion was born and killed the old one, which was really strong; so the new one was the winner of the moment. But it becomes weaker, and it's going to die soon. There will be no illusions, and I'll be free. I'll abandon this hopeless hope.

edit (23 hours later): The world really has ended. And there is a new one. Better. I feel so different from how I feel for last... many months. 
Better.
Best End of The World ever.

And I think it's all because of the nicest, the cutest and the best christmas wishes I have ever heard.

The wafer is burning our impious mouth.


This is my song. 

I don't know why they are calling on the radio
They know i'm here just out of sight
I don't know why they are calling on the radio
It's by my side, and I know i'm right

12/17/2012

amy

It's getting warmer. I don't know why. I mean, December is going on, so it's not obvious, but it's good <3
I wasn't cold even without a jacket. Weird.
I don't feel like writing a lot today. Can't wait for Christmas break, this school is slowly killing me.
Seriously. 

I'm just wondering if there is another universe, in which I'm wearing trousers more often. I hope not.

I'm talking to myself  more than I ever did.

I love this song. 

najsmutniejsza dziewczyna na świecie
co wieczór skacze w mrok

12/12/2012

somebody told me

 I feel like I'm neglecting my blog last time, but as an excuse I can say that I got so many things at school last time that I hardly can find time to breath, eat and sleep :D
It's like: Hey, let's do nothing through the whole semester and put every test or quiz in the last two weeks!
It sucks. Really. I'm going to bed after midnight, and I wake up, go to school, come back home, study, talk about that I should study more, etc, etc, etc...
And it's winter. Universe, really? The worst season and all this stuff I have to care about? What have I done to you?

Ok, I'm done with chatter for now :P
I bought this dress in TkMaxx few days ago for 17 zł (about 6$!) on a really big sale and I loved it, will be perfect for summer but I wanted to wear it as soon as possible! That's why I add a loose sweater and my most universal black jacket, black scarf with little... somethings and silver jewelry. And of course, my lovely necklace from AlternaFest! Shoes... they remind me of coffins XD They're really nice, but not perfect for that weather, sadly.
Enjoy!
 


Breaking my back just to know your name
Seventeen tracks and I've had it with this game
I'm breaking my back just to know your name
But heaven ain't close in a place like this
Anything goes but don't blink you might miss

Ready? Let's roll onto something new
Taking its toll and I'm leaving without you

12/07/2012

doom and gloom (contains instagram!)

Hello guys! c:
I was gone for a while and I didn't like it at all, but I spent few last days on lying in bed and being sick... And obviously, illness does not support being fancy, so I don't have any pics with outfits from last days, but...
I got about 7 sets of pictures with looks, and for now I don't think I'm going to post any of them. I don't know why, maybe I'm a little bit too picky, but in one of them quality is not good, I don't like my earings in another one... etc, etc, etc
So I thought that I'll show you few instagram pics. I was going to add them without that insta treatment, but I like them square and kind of bright ;>
See you! :*

P.S. Do you like new Christmas header? <3
P.P.S. Can anyone please recommend me some good shows? As I'm sick, I'm looking for something interesting to do between reading new J.K Rowling's book and waiting for new HIMYM episode ^^

This is gorgeous, hope sales will start soon, cause price is a little bit crazy c:

Huh, honestly: am I the only one who doesn't like winter and snow?

Maleńczuk's concert ^^ This was so cool!

Well, it's me.
Hey there C:

One of the prettiest clutches I've ever seen, and now it's mine :3

So I was really bored on a lesson and I was like "Hey, why won't I draw a looooot of dots on my finger?"

Frozen yogurt is cool. Especially with M&Ms <3

Aaaaand it's me again. With a dragon, before dying my hair ;)

Khaki nails with silver dots *.*

Clothes are talking to me, it's getting weird.

Honestly, this is the most epic face I've ever made to a picture.
Something between "Oh no you didn't" and "wtf is this thing on my head and how did it get there"

yt looks weird, huh
I had a dream last night
That I was piloting a plane
And all the passengers were drunk and insane
I crash landed in Louisiana swamp
Shot up a horde of zombies
But I come out on top

What’s about?
It just reflects my mood

Sitting in the dirt
Feeling kind of hurt
All I hear is doom and gloom
All is darkness in my room
Through the light your face I see
Baby, take a chance
Baby, won’t you dance with me

***
Feeling kind of hurt
Sitting in the dirt
All I hear is doom and gloom
But when those drum go boom, boom, boom,
Through the night your face I see
Baby, take a chance
Baby, won’t you dance with me
Yeah, baby won’t you dance with me
Ah, yeah!


11/30/2012

every man gets his wish

Post from forgotten&found! :D I had the old hair color, see? ;)
I took those pics one day when I was sitting at home for fewbhours, and you know...
~creativity overload~
So here it is, a set with a delicate, black, patterned dress and sweater, socks and a ring in colors which make me think about the milkshake. Such a coincidence, you can also find milkshake in a song from title <3 And pics are also... milkshaky... bright and misty c:
Piano, huh, stay cool.
Maybe I'll come back to playing. 
When I'll finally find some notes which I like. 
And motivate myself (kind of good joke, right?)
For now it is such a artistic background (omg, I sound so hipsterish right now :D)


I hear that she's smiling, when she sings "Special side of heartbreak". Really.

I learned how to make love from the movies
He found me waitressing at Ruby Tuesday’s
He said, “I wanna buy you a classic white milkshake.”
I said, “I’ll serve you up a special side of heartbreak.”
Special side of heartbreak. 

I was working down in the corner café
You would drive by in the Chevrolet
Whistle at me as my hips go sway
“Lana Del Rey, how you get that way?”
How you get that way?