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I'm so Detroit I make it rise from the ashes
(And even God Herself has fewer plans than me)

When I say nothing, I say everything
Yeah when I say nothing, I say everything
They put me down in a Lazaretto
Born rotten, bored rotten


postcards from paris

Aka a loooot of pics.
But to think I took like 650 of them and chose a bit over 30, in that case it is still a good score, right? Right?
So if anyone's up to looking at some vintage styled photos (couldn't help it!) of Paris, here you go.
What can I say. It seemed nice. But I guess I'd like it much better if I actually had some time to look around; as it was a school trip, it was mostly about visiting places from our checklist, taking pictures (I swear I felt like a worst type of tourist at times and I hated it SO much). Maybe next time I'll discover the spirit of this city, because it has to be somewhere. Some places just sweep you off your feet with their awesomeness visible from the first sight (Brussels, hello-o) while the others need you to grow into them a little bit.
Even though for now I still don't get phenomenon of Paris, I have to admit that it's still one pretty city.
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scream (funk my life up)

I was up to editing pics to the next outfit post, and I realised that I like few of them in a completely different aesthetics than the others. And it's a perfect occasion to share a song which is the only one in my head today. Pretty awesome, yes.
She’s my rock, she’s my bud, she’s tequila, she’s a trip
And that girl, so fine
Makes you wanna scream Hallelujah


she's got issues

And I also do.
Daily loosely connected to blogging issues that should be taken care of asap:
1. I have to post more often. And the deal is not taking pics more often, it's literally POSTING more often because I've got a lot of photos waiting in the line so I end up posting an outfit I wore 3 weeks ago, before re-dying my hair for example, so I feel like it an version of me before some update or anything. God.
2. Even though I'm used to ironing stuff with the power of will, it may or may not be enough sometimes. And I won't photoshop folds on this dress just because that's not what I do.

I guess that's it for that part of issues. I've got quite a lot of others but that's not a thing for today, duh.

So let's get back to the outfit, shall we? Well, apart from a dress in a color I called "light mushroom" I wore grey tights (and guys, guys, this is really an accomplishment as everytime someone is at the shop, my mum, dad, whatsoever, those particular tights are mistaken for blacks, so that's how I ended up with a thousands of those) two holy necklaces, some random rings and Docs.

See you soon, babes! And as realreal school is practically over I'll be up to a lot of shooting I guess. Because, belive my or not, I feel my love for color coming back and living in a harmony with a freshly developed passion for black and industrial stuff. But I'm going to talk about it soon. Shhhh.

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dress - thrifted
shoes - Dr Martens

I'm seeing this girl and she just might be out of her mind
Well she's got baggage and it's all the emotional kind
She talks about closure and that validation bit
I don't mean to be insensitive, but I really hate that shit


fear of the dark

So I was gone for a while. But as I came back from Paris today, and before the departure I was really a mess with a loooot of things to do I couldn't find time to post pics I we took like 2 week ago. Well, so today is the day and here I am, with black set ft. my Buffalo boots and the perfect place to shoot, which is so big you're definitely seeing it again.
Even though I came home in the before the noon, went straight to bed and slept for 7 hours I'm still so tired (what is not surprising considering that each night on the trip was like 3-5 hours, then whole day walking around, visiting places and stuff and as a cherry on the top a night at the bus, where I decided to check if sleeping on the floor is ok). So stay tuned as I'm about to post some travel report and a bunch of other things also.
I have to focus way too hard to create a logical sentence. Night!

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leggings - H&M
tunic - chicnova
shoes - Buffalo (thrifted)
Ankh necklace - New Look
I am a man who walks alone 
And when I'm walking a dark road 
At night or strolling through the park 

When the light begins to change 
I sometimes feel a little strange 
A little anxious when it's dark 


the trick is to keep breathing

My socks are different lenght on those photos and this is really bothering that little part of me that definitely has OCD. Even though I live my life surrounded by artistic mess (at least I call it like that) I still got some random attacks of "no I am so not done yet it can be better".
Some retro pics today, with a dress that totally won my heart. It's bottle green. It's crushed velvet. It's both body concious and a bit flared. So basically a 21th century version of Scarlett O'Hara's one. And of course it's from a second hand. Here it is with silver leggings, black Dr Martens sandals and black floral crown.

When I'm looking at all those pics that are waiting in the line, thinking about the outfits I'd like to wear and those I already wore - my style is really random. I love it, it's much more fun that it would be to always choose the same way.

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dress - thrifted
shoes - Dr Martens
floral crown - Glitter

She's not the kind of girl
Who likes to tell the world
About the way she feels about herself


bernadette |11.13|

As you may noticed, I decided to randomize this place a bit. It's more alive this way, I like it.
Oh, it's Thursday. What a mainstream day for a throwback.
I've got so many outfit pics that I just got overwhelmed, so this is for today.
P.S. Anyone knows high quality gif program? I know, gifs, 256 colors, but people seem to manage it somehow and I need it ;__;

This is just worth your time.
We are alone and all we need

Tuning out of their poison
Every waking day
Intolerance to overcome