tear you apart

"No, mom, I'll never wear black or pants. Like, ugh"
In my own face, I guess, once again.
And I bought those ninja kimono trousers simply because I was feeling blue. That's how you adult, right?
So this one is from some time ago, I'm talking like almost 3 months time ago. Ah, the times when I could stay away from few jackets at the same time and freezing to death at the same time. Good ol' days. And as I dyed my hair lately I already adopted some kind of nostalgia looking at those. Or maybe I just somehow became 80 due to some spacetime turbulence, I guess we'll never know.
Christmas is right around the corner and this year I got super excited about getting presents and it makes me behave like an acid addicted squirell at times and boy, I love that. I also love eating gingerbreads, but I have discovered that my family has been putting them on higher and higher shelves; am I being banned from happiness here or what do they mean? I'm still taller than all of you, just so you know. Don't try me.
My mom called this look Chinese government official outfit and I think that's it. So enjoy
P.S. I wore those shoes non stop about the time those pics were taken because my feet decided to revolt against anything-but-flat, so I took a break from higher shoes for a while anyways. Then my dad kind of accidentaly ran me over when I was getting out of the car and I somehow managed to get away only with a minor injury on my leg. So I think my Hogwarts letter really got lost in a mail as I'm obviously blessed with some kind of power.

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I want to hold you close
Soft breath, beating heart
As I whisper in your ear
I want to fucking tear you apart

Then he walked up and told her,
Thinking maybe it'd passed
And they talked and looked away a lot, doing the dance
Her hand brushed up against his, she left it there
Told him how she felt and then they locked in a stare

They took a step back, thought about it, what should they do
Cause there's always repercussions when you're dating in school
But their lips met, and reservations started to pass
Whether this was just an evening or a thing that would last


off with their heads! - Queen of Hearts halloween

This is pics heavy as
a) Halloween
b) I'm really full of myself (gets especially intense when it's Halloween)
c) I'm really, really indecisive
Halloween was some time ago, but I'm trying to balance life and school and as this is the final year, I can't actually get ahold of that, but hey, at least I'm trying.
So this year I also decided to go with an Alice in Wonderland character, and I must say I'm pretty satisfied with how it turned out; not only the costume and makeup itself, but we also managed to find what I think was a perfect scenery for Queen of Hearts. Plus I really got into her character, like, I was mean all day long and I didn't even had to try hard.
Or was actually my thing as well? We got along, anyway.
I still don't know who painted my roses red though, but heads will roll when I found out.

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