the lost art of keeping a secret

that's about it

I think you already know
How far I'd go not to say
You know the art isn't gone
And I'm taking my song to the grave

Whatever you do
Don't tell anyone


230515 | the troubles

Somebody stepped inside your soul
Somebody stepped inside your soul
Little by little they robbed and stole
Till someone else was in control
I have a will for survival
So you can hurt me and then hurt me some more
I can live with denial
But you’re not my troubles anymore


chelsea dagger

My eyes are basically a coal mine this time, cause we had this school theatre thing and I was supposed to bring out my inner rebel impression. Later I stayed like that, in a flower child gown, so you could've throw me in some '70s time frame, feed me something not necessarily (i fucking spelled that right i'm so proud of myself) legal and voila, you just raised your own hippie. Like those dinosaurs that were like growing out of sponge. I really hope I'm not the only one that gets that one because otherwise I'll be suspecting that someone already started the hippie growing process and imperceptibly drugged me. Oh boy.
And the background is pretty trippy and artistic&dirty stuff today, the kind of place in the city that is some kind of sophisticated culture hidden centre in the daylight and when the sun goes down it smoothly transforms into more of a fucked up rave-ish den.
wait that's exactly what happens

someone said you was asking after me
but I know you best as a blagger
i said tell me your name, is it sweet?
she said 
my boy 
it’s dagger


death is a girl

I feel like I've been everywhere but here because I just have so many stuff both to do and on my mind that my blogging adventure was kind of suspended. But hey, I'm back.
For now.
I guess.
So now to sound like a total diva: I was wearing this while going to the screening of movie in which, of course, I had the starring role.
I was also wearing this half of an hour later when I was trying to melt into the seat because I suddenly realized how much everything around us was... not exactly our league. But I'm still pretty sure we nailed that shit.
And if anyone wonders why am I looking kind of high it's simply because I was
wearing no eye makeup
and what have y'all motherfuckers thought I was going to say
As I'm working 28/7 shifts lately aka school/job/life/killmepls I'm going to bed because my mind slowly refuses to create things that make sense.
Night night.

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I'm not afraid of the light,
I never wanted to die
I want to live in a world where there's only one day

Death is a girl and she's only one dance away